ONE MONTH OF LOCKDOWN

We're all in this together. I'd be lying if I said I was powered up with positivity and energy everyday anymore. Some days I wake up and feel super motivated creative, productive and I get shit done. Other days I wake up, i skip meals, I dont train and stay in bed... then get mad at my self for wasting a day. I start worrying about the lack of income and how my physique is getting worse... then I remind my self that I'm healthy and so are my family and friends. Sometimes the negative thoughts snowball and start getting me in my feelings about other stuff, then I remind my self of how bright the future is post covid19. I leave my messages unread for days as they just build and give me anxiety about who wants what from me and whose just showing love... then I see that 1 message that says I helped in someway which outweighs any negatives. Don't get it twisted, this whole thing is an emotional rollercoaster but at least we can video call loved ones and still meet new people from all over the world. I guess what I'm trying to say is.... We're all in this together and this is gonna be a mad story for the future grandkids let's just try make it a better story to tell... Were all in this together You are not alone