Flip The Switch - Kolon

[Verse 1] I hear you when you say we think differently you can shut out the noise and I can’t, not easily But please believe me now it’s not a choice I made it’s the weight I learned to carry from a past that won’t decays [Pre-Chorus] I’ve fought battles most don’t see shadows in the quiet scars I learned to live with still they don’t go quiet Healing came slow and jagged I was breaking and I stayed Some parts of me are fragile still raw beneath the wave [Chorus] It’s not a switch I can flip (it’s not a switch) I’m holding water in my hands Holding water in my hands The more I squeeze, it slips (the more it slips) Please don’t call it weakness, love Please don’t call it weakness, love [Verse 2] When the comparisons come and the doubts start talking silent judgments in the room leave my heart wide open They don’t just fall away they pierce the tender place and the loneliness gets longer when I hear that kind of weight [Pre-Chorus] I’ve been trying to stand whole with the cracks still showing some days the noise is louder than the distance growing And when I’m far from you I feel it in my chest Like you’re the one who knows me and the ache knows the rest [Chorus] It’s not a switch I can flip (it’s not a switch) I’m holding water in my hands Holding water in my hands The more I squeeze, it slips (the more it slips) Please don’t call it weakness, love Please don’t call it weakness, love [Bridge] See this as my truth not a failure I love fiercely I fight silent I’m still learning how to stand whole Even when the world tries to pull me apart [Final Chorus] It’s not a switch I can flip (it’s not a switch) I’m holding water in my hands Holding water in my hands The more I squeeze, it slips (the more it slips) Please see me as I am Please see me as I am I love you with all of me (all of me) #NewMusic #music #poem