Depression (Rock)

I asked AI to write a song about living with depression. [Verse 1] I wake up late again With the same weight on my chest The sun gets in my room But it never gets in me I leave the blinds half-closed Like they know how I feel And I count the cracks in the wall Like they’re keeping me still [Pre-Chorus] I smile when I can I nod, I play along But some days I am a house With the power gone I hear my own name Like it’s coming from far away And I want to move But my bones say stay [Chorus] Gray on the window Gray on my mind (gray on my mind) I’m here, I’m here But I’m not alright Gray on the window I wait for a sign If you hold my hand I might come back tonight [Verse 2] I wash the same glass twice Just to fill the hour I stare at my plate And forget the taste of food My phone keeps lighting up With a hundred easy lives I type “I’m good, I’m good” Then I don’t reply [Pre-Chorus] I know it’s not forever That’s what people say But when the room goes silent It can feel that way So if I go quiet Don’t take it as goodbye I’m just under water Trying to reach the light [Chorus] Gray on the window Gray on my mind (gray on my mind) I’m here, I’m here But I’m not alright Gray on the window I wait for a sign If you hold my hand I might come back tonight [Bridge] Some nights I hate the mirror Some nights I let it be Some nights I need a witness To sit here next to me If I can’t say I’m drowning Then read it in my eyes Stay with me in the silence Till the dark gives back the sky [Final Chorus] Gray on the window Gray on my mind (gray on my mind) I’m here, I’m here And I’m still alive Gray on the window But the color can climb If you hold my hand I might come back tonight I might come back tonight