Blackbird Floor

I think I'm losing weight again... Or maybe it's just the walls closing in. There's a blackbird on my floor, I don't think it sings anymore. Yellow lights inside my head, Carving lines until they bleed. Rotten things behind the glass, Just a shadow of my past. "Look at me, I made a friend," This is where the sanity ends. Fingers digging in my skin... Why can't I just fit in? Shadows stretch across my sight, Living in a sudden fright. Floor is gone! The echoes bleed! A white void is all I see! White flashes inside my head! The static is breaking me! Look at me! Hit me! Forget me! save me! save meee! I'm not evil, I'm something worse... Everything I touch inherits my curse! Blood is spilling by my hand, Aiming guns at where I stand! There was no hatred when I had to part... There was only relief in their hearts! Floor is gone! The echoes bleed! A white void is all I see! White flashes inside my head! The static is breaking me! Look at me! Hit me! Forget me! save me! save meee!