Jaxalac - If They Knew Me - Lyrics

Lyrics: [Intro I watch the world move like it doesn’t notice me. Like I’m a ghost floating behind my own skin. Smiling when I should. Laughing on cue. Saying the right things. But never the true ones. [Verse 1 When I was a kid, I talked too much. Said weird things. Asked too many questions. They told me I was “too much” — so I became less. Started measuring every word before I said it. Started hiding the parts that made me feel real. The music I liked. The thoughts that spiraled at night. The way I cried at movies and felt everything too deep. I learned to tuck it all away. Someplace quiet. [Pre-Chorus I walk through rooms like I’m wearing a mask no one sees. But it’s heavy. And I’m tired. [Chorus I wish I could be myself Without holding my breath Without shrinking down to fit Into spaces that were never mine I wish they could see me Really see me Not the echo Not the edited version But the messy, scared, soft thing underneath If they knew me… Would they stay? [Verse 2 I have a voice I only use when I’m alone. It says everything I’m too afraid to speak. It tells the truth. It screams sometimes. It sings in strange melodies And writes letters I’ll never send. No one knows that version of me. Not really. And I wonder if that means I’ve never really been known at all. [Bridge There’s a version of me that runs barefoot in the rain. That dances without music. That breaks down for no reason and builds back up quietly. She’s still here, somewhere. I just don’t know how to let her out Without being afraid she’ll be rejected. Again. [Chorus I wish I could be myself Without apologizing Without second-guessing every glance I wish they could hear my silence And still understand I’m not cold I’m just scared I’m not fake I’m just hiding If they knew me… Would they still care? [Outro Maybe one day I’ll be brave Maybe one day I’ll be enough Just by being me And not the version they made me become. All Rights To Jaxalac #jaxalac #music #youtube #viral #video #youtubemusic #inspiring #inspire #videos #viralmusic #viralvideos #youtubevideo #youtubevideos #pop #popmusic #popsong #ambient #ambientpop #ambientmusic #lofiambient #lofi #lofimusic #lofipop #dream #dreampop #sad #sadmusic #sadpop #chill #chillmusic #bedroompop #lyrics #lyricsvideo #lyricvideo