Nexo - Memories (Official Lyric Video) | These Memories Of Who I Used To Be

🎧 Nexo - Memories | "These memories of who I used to be" Hey everyone, welcome back to NEXO. This is my brand new track "Memories". It's a deeply personal song about looking back at an old version of yourself, grieving the person you used to be, and trying to find peace with who you have become today If this song touches your heart, please drop a LIKE, leave a comment sharing your thoughts, and SUBSCRIBE to the channel⚡🔥 🎵 Stream my music on Spotify: 👉 [https://open.spotify.com/artist/6BlKI...] Track Details: Artist: Nexo Track: Memories Credits: Lyrics written & Video edited by Nexo. Music co-created with AI assistance ---------------------------------------------------------------- Nexo - Memories LYRICS: I found an old photo today Looked at it for a long time Didn't recognize the person smiling back Yeah When did I change I found a journal from a couple years before all this Full of dreams and full of fire full of things I used to miss The handwriting was mine but the person felt like someone else Someone lighter someone freer someone easier with himself He had plans he had ambitions he had something in his eyes That I've been searching for in mirrors underneath these tired skies He believed in things so simply didn't question every move Didn't second guess his worth and didn't have so much to prove Yeah I read every single page and felt a stranger in my skin Cause the person in that journal would not recognize me then Would not recognize the silence would not recognize the weight Would not recognize the version of himself I became I've been mourning someone living I've been grieving my own ghost The version of me that existed when I needed him the most Is a memory I carry like a photograph that's worn Of someone full of light before the light was slowly torn These memories of who I used to be Hit different in the quiet when it's only me I miss the version that believed without a doubt Before the world got in and turned the lights out These memories of someone that I knew Before I lost myself in everything I'd go through I'd give it all to spend one moment there Back in the skin of someone without this weight to bear Without this weight Without this weight I scroll through videos from years I barely recognize The laugh is mine the voice is mine but something in the eyes Tells a story of a person who had not yet learned to hide Who wore his heart so openly had nothing left inside To protect himself from everything the world was gonna throw Who loved without condition didn't know enough to know That people leave and things change and the heart gets tired and slow And the fire that you carry has a limit to its glow I watch him in the videos and want to tell him things Want to warn him of the winters want to say what losing brings Want to hold him back from certain roads and certain letting go But I can't reach through the memory and I can't let him know So I just watch and feel the grief of someone still alive Grieving all the versions of themselves that didn't survive The growing and the changing and the losing and the cost Of becoming who you are from who you were and what you lost These memories of who I used to be Hit different in the quiet when it's only me I miss the version that believed without a doubt Before the world got in and turned the lights out These memories of someone that I knew Before I lost myself in everything I'd go through I'd give it all to spend one moment there Back in the skin of someone without this weight to bear Without this weight Without this weight I know I can't go back I know that he is gone I know that who I am now Is who I had to become I know the things I lost Were lost for reasons real I know the person that I was Couldn't carry what I feel But knowing doesn't stop the ache Of missing who I was Knowing doesn't fill the space That growing up does I miss his certainty I miss his open hands I miss the way he loved Before he learned to understand That love comes with a cost That hope comes with a fall I miss the version of me That hadn't learned that yet at all Hadn't learned that yet Hadn't learned that yet God I miss him I really miss him Maybe he's still in here somewhere underneath it all Maybe all the walls I built still have a door somewhere Maybe in the quiet of a moment I could find A flicker of the person that I left so far behind Maybe growth isn't losing maybe it's just change Maybe who I am right now isn't so far from his range Of everything he hoped for everything he planned Maybe I became exactly what he always had in hand Maybe he'd be proud Maybe he'd understand Maybe he is me Still Somewhere I remember who I was I remember how it felt To be him Before all of this Memories Just memories now But they still hurt They still hurt Yeah #Nexo #Memories #Reminiscence #LyricVideo #AtmosphericMusic #ElectronicMusic #DeepLyrics #WhoIUsedToBe #GrievingMyOwnGhost