demxntia - yesterday

somethin a lil different from what i usually post, but i hope yall enjoy it nevertheless :) follow me here ---   / demxntia     / demxntiamusic     / achaitealatte     / demxntiamusic     / demxntia   --- ik im not the man you want me to be i try my best why can't you see that im doing more than you can imagine in different ways that you can't understand because you see the world in a different light when you wake up in the morning you ain't gotta fight to convince yourself that it'll be alright and when you're lookin at the mirror and you see the sight of your face is it something you hate? or is it something you love? i can't tell the difference cuz all the above are the same to me so i can't understand what you want from me, but.. i tried my best to make you happy i tried my best to make you proud and all i wanted was an answer but i feel lost when you're around i tried my best to fake a smile but it looks better on your face now im in a neverending cycle feeling the same as yesterday yuh im feelin conflicted as always and every night ends the same way i always pretend to be okay stayin awake till the next day and idk why all of my feelings are hitting me i, try to deny; but they wanna reply its all in my head so ig i can't lie to myself, nah guess i can't lie to myself, nah this is the hardest ive fell guess im still under your spell cuz this is the most that I've felt ik you can't feel what im goin through so please don't pretend just to say you do so idk what i can say just to make you believe that im trying as hard as i can i tried my best to make you happy i tried my best to make you proud and all i wanted was an answer but i feel lost when you're around i tried my best to fake a smile but it looks better on your face now im in a neverending cycle feeling the same as yesterday and i try my best to just be happy i tried my best to make you proud and all i wanted was acceptance to be someone you'd like to keep around and i tried my best to make you smile cuz it looks better on your face now im in a neverending cycle feeling the same as yesterday