trying the most cursed crusader kings speedrun

this is the last stream i did with my laptop so from here on out videos should be looking Crispy check out my new VODs channel!:    / @jillyeonvods   my twitch:   / jillyeon   my discord:   / discord   my twitter: https://x.com/jillyeon videos i use in the intro    • SmallAnt's skills surprise even himself   “SmallAnt's skills surprise even himself”    • [TAS] Celeste Core C-side in 26.520   “[TAS] Celeste Core C-side in 26.520”    • Thou Shalt Not Sleep on the Kid | a Mang0 ...   “Thou Shalt Not Sleep on the Kid | a Mang0 Combo Video” im a very superstitious person sometimes and one of my favorite things to do is make wishes. at both 11:11 when i see it and then also whenever i see my birthday as the time (jan 6th so 1:06) i always make a wish and then i put a lot of stock into like tossing a coin into a fountain and birthdays and stuff. i think its because i read a lot of fairy tales when i was younger and im always holding out on hope that one day ill become a princess or whatever. maybe thats what drew me to this game. anyway, a wish that ive been making for the last year is that people will find my youtube stuff as funny as i do and that i can do this as more than just a fun little hobby someday. it's really weird to see that wish finally sort of coming to fruition a little you know? like im about to be able to apply for twitch partner because im consistently pulling over 100 viewers. these videos all get 10k plus views (if i play ck3). its all very exciting but then i look at what im doing and im like Fucking incest speedrun really