[F4A] long distance girlfriend surprises you for the holidays [asmr roleplay]

*shamefully clicks upload* yesss ik i'm the worst virtual gf everrr i'm sorryyyy 😭😭💔💔🥺 nothing happened ! life has just been keeping me busy, and i really wanted the next video i posted to be the Q/A but it's taking soooo long to edit omfg BUT I WILL GET IT OUT... EVENTUALLY....WHEN? no idea. but EVENTUALLY !! ☝🏽☝🏽 anywayyyy forget about that... how are y'alllll 🥹🥹🥹💗💖 i miss uu! how was your christmas/holidays? i hope you ate GOOD and got good gifts or at the very least relaxed on your days off. i made a vision board for 2024 and set my goals and i think i'm going to try to make one video a week starting next year. tbh the reason i've also been MIA is because i'm kinda getting perfectionistic again which is so DUMB bc who cares if these stupid little audios are perfect or if the editing is top notch or whatever like IT'S NOT THAT DEEP!! i just feel like i'm failing at executing all these ideas i have, so i might do script fills for a bit while i get over that because i DO want to stick to a steady schedule for next year. (lmk if u have any links to scripts you want me to fill/scripts you wrote! ^^) okay wow you can tell i haven't journaled in a while because i just word vomited on you,, tbh who cares i love treating these descriptions like a run on stream of consciousness therapy session like i can type whatever i want and you'll read it see like that's crazy you really care that much about what i have to say? you're crazy i kinda love that we should like get married or sth idk but i don't want a white wedding dress cuz i don't look good in white so if that's a dealbreaker you should probably tell me now but honestly that would be kinda weird of you like is the colour of a DRESS more important than your soulmate and honestly the history of that whole tradition is weird anyways like what's this obsession with "purity" and "sanctity" and in this essay i will anonymous feedback form: https://forms.gle/1yX512A1gt9Az2Rk6 #girlfriendaudio