Over My Head

HD I have been working on this video periodically and today I opened it thinking I was going to mess with it some more...but I didn't. I watched it and thought I am satisfied with this. I feel as though my editing has become so limited because every time I edit I compare it to a video I have done perviously or another editors video. I think my mind is getting to caught up with this whole idea of I don't want to disappoint anyone. But when I think about it, I edit for me. Yes I enjoy sharing my videos and getting the feedback of all you amazing people, but when I truly think about why I started editing it was because I was drawn to the art of it all. I know people desire the cool effects and the fun flip of clips but sometimes I feel like things should slow down, focus on the clips that are being used. But don't get me wrong fast clips and fun effects are always a hoot for me. And I hope that I can get the inspiration I need to make a video like that again soon. But as I was editing this video I kept trying to think of ways to make it stand out or pop. Then I remembered the whole reason I started the video, the song struck a chord with me and I wanted to edit with it to vent through what was going on in my mind. Somehow it became a huge project I felt I needed to make it beautiful, but when I look at it now it is beautiful. I apologize for this giant rant but I think I needed to say it. My videos have been very scarce and I haven't been online much. I've been dropping out of MEPs and not focusing on one of the things I truly love to do. Sadly I feel as though this video won't be some huge start up to my big come back or whatever but I want to keep uploading videos. I want to remain in this beautiful community. To see new editors grow and channels blossom. I haven't been around too much but I know there can always be trouble happening with the community. If anyone ever needs anything let me know. I'm only a PM away. I love you all and appreciate the patience you have given me while I have been scrambling through life. And I hope you enjoy this video, and even if you don't I hope you have a good day. (I think that is the longest description I have ever done XD)