Fighter and Tutor | Can you Hold me [+1x11]

A bish is crying and is never gonna stop. :,)))) I can just applaud Saint and Zee's acting in this episode, especially Zee's since this is his first lead role. When he smiled through the pain telling Tutor to stop crying with tears in his eyes, just having Tutor's happiness in mind even though his heart just shattered into a million pieces... I absolutely lost it. I know this was gonna happen and I had a feeling they were gonna use the "let go of your hands"-promise but it still hurt like hell. Still... I absolutely loved the new episode. I'm just gonna ignore the preview for next episode right now and I'm trying not to think about it. It triggered me and if they are really going this route I'm done with the show and it would be incredibly out of character of Fighter, the character that always asks for consent even before he kisses Tutor and even refused to kiss his forehead because he was asleep. He would never ever hurt his precious boy. Since yesterday I calmed down a bit especially seeing the writer of the novel coming forward saying it isnt what it looks like + the writers of the show liking tweets like "let's trust Fighter and the Production Team". It's still fucked up to make it seem like Fighter is gonna assault Tutor if that's not the case because of shock value. I felt sick to my stomach when I saw it and literally punched a wall. It just hurt a lot because this show and couple has been my source of happiness for the last few weeks and I adored how unproblematic they were. Let's all pray it's not going to happen. :) Right now I'm just hoping for an angsty scene where Fighter kisses Tutor out off desperation and even though Tutor tries not to he can't hold himself back from kissing Fighter as well and they have some desperate angsty sexscene where both are crying and then Tutor tells Fighter why he did what he did. :3 AnyGays... I hope you like this edit. :) It's getting harder and harder to love my own edits because I hate not being able to include all their scenes but they already have 11 episodes and soooo many scenes and moments so it's just impossible to not let some important or cute or sexy scenes out. Colouring: SunnyVids Song: search the title:) Show: Why R U - The Series