Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I’m Falling-Clean Version-Next To Normal

Clean Lyrics: [DOCTOR MADDEN] Walk with me, walk with me [DIANA, spoken] Okay, walking [DOCTOR MADDEN] Go all the way down Down a long flight of stairs [DIANA, spoken] Ooh, stairs [DOCTOR MADDEN] Go step-by-step into the darkness down there [DIANA, spoken] Should we turn on a light? You know, for the stairs? [DOCTOR MADDEN] Walk with me, down a hall A hall that you know At the end there's a door It's a door that you've never laid eyes on before Open the door Open the door Can you hear me Diana? [DIANA, spoken] Yes [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Are you nervous? [DIANA, spoken] No [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Good Now Make up your mind to explore yourself Make up your mind You have stories to tell We'll search in your past For what sorrows may last Then make up your mind to be well [DAN, spoken] Di, you come home from these sessions in tears Is this helping or Di? Di? [DIANA, spoken] We were both undergrads, architecture The baby wasn't planned Neither was the marriage I had always expected to be too busy but When the baby came it all seemed to make sense, until- Until [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Until? [DAN] He's not here He's not here Love, I know [DAN, DIANA, & NATALIE] You know [DOCTOR MADDEN] Make up your mind that you're strong enough Make up your mind Let the truth be revealed Admit what you've lost And live with the cost At times it does hurt to be healed [GABE] Catch me, I'm falling [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] In our first session you told me– [GABE] Catch me, I'm falling [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] That talking through your history– [GABE] Faster than anyone should [GABE & DIANA] Catch me, I'm falling [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] It feels like it's about someone else [GABE & DIANA] Please hear me calling [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Make it about you [GABE & DIANA] Catch me, I'm falling for good [HENRY, spoken] Hey I'm not supposed to be backstage, but, uh For luck [NATALIE, spoken] Uh, d-did you see my my parents out there? [HENRY, spoken] Are you okay? [NATALIE, spoken] Yeah Yeah, I'm fine, my dad said they'd both be here [HENRY, spoken] Okay, well I'm sure they will be [NATALIE, spoken] Will they? [DIANA, spoken] We had Natalie to rep– And I know she knows I couldn't hold her in the hospital [NATALIE, spoken] Where are they? [DIANA, spoken] I couldn't let myself hold her [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] That's the first time you mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy [NATALIE] She's not there [NATALIE & GABE] She's not there [NATALIE, HENRY, GABE, & DAN] She's not there [DOCTOR MADDEN] Make up your mind You want clarity Take what you know And then make it make sense Just face what you fear And soon it comes clear The visions are just your defense [NATALIE, spoken] Thank you for coming Natalie Goodman [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] And try to understand what all of this is doing to you and to your family [DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Your grief for your son Your distance from Natalie [NATALIE, spoken] Sorry Sorry, it's just, um You know what the problem with classical music is? It's so rigid, and structured, you have to play the notes on the page, there's no room for improvisation [HENRY, spoken] Oh, no [DIANA & GABE] Catch me I'm falling (I'm alive) [DOCTOR MADDEN, NATALIE,DAN, & GABE] Make up your mind (Take a look) You can live at last (He's not here Take a look I'm alive) [DOCTOR MADDEN, DIANA, & NATALIE] Make up your mind to be fully alive (Falling The invisible girl) [DOCTOR MADDEN, DIANA & NATALIE, DAN, & GABE] Embrace what's inside (Alive) (Falling) Replace what has died (Love) Then make up your mind (It's Alive) You'll survive (Time to go) [DIANA, GABE, NATALIE & DAN, DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken] Catch me, I'm falling (Unresolved loss can lead to depression) Catch me, I'm falling (Fear of loss, to anxiety) Flying head first into fate Catch me, I'm falling (The more you hold on to something you've lost) Please hear me calling Catch me before it's too late (Depression, Anxiety) Catch me before it's too late (Depression, Anxiety) Catch me before it's too late (One gives rise to the other, it becomes a cycle) Catch me, I'm falling Catch me, I'm falling Catch me, I'm falling