eli. - control. (Official Music Video) | RAVEN Moto

Ever feel yourself losing your voice for someone else? control. shrinking. softening. disappearing just to be easier to love. Only love for @RAVENMotoCo bringing control. to life. A story about becoming someone you were never meant to be. Watch it. Experience it. Let it all out. Thank you for joining me on this journey. “control.” out everywhere! Lyrics: I tried so hard to be what you needed I laughed when I wasn't happy I stayed quiet when it hurt You said you loved how calm I was But really, I just stopped fighting You told me I was everything you dreamed of And I believed you Even when I knew you it wasn't me you loved You loved the version that smiled on cue The one that never asked for anything back You didn't love me, You loved control You loved how small I made myself to fit inside your world I broke my own heart trying to keep you comfortable And you called that love I started losing my voice around you Every opinion I turned into silence You liked me better that way Empty, easy, predictable And I kept calling it peace I hate that you never know me The real me The one that laughs too loud and says what he means You never met him You met the ghost I built for you You didn't love me You loved the idea You loved being right You loved the quiet You loved someone who didn't exist And I let you Now I'm trying to remember who I was Before I learned to disappear for someone else It's harder than I thought Some days I still wake up wanting to be him The version you'd still love Credits: Artist: eli. Written & Composed By: Eli Rivera Produced & Engineered By: Eli Rivera Video Directed & Produced By: RAVEN Moto ℗ elimusic LLC ©️ 2026 RAVEN Moto. Music video. All rights reserved.