cutting my hair & moving halfway across the country

in that order! "moving halfway across the country & cutting my hair" would be a much wilder video...... we're not there yet as i was editing this i was thinking about how complicated it was/is for me to put my feelings into words. there's a bittersweetness to the situation, and i don't want to minimize either side of it, because while it is sad, it's also very exciting! there's bitterness in the fact that i'm leaving great friends, amazing memories, and will never get to relive this portion of my life again.. but there's sweetness in knowing i'll meet more friends, make new memories, and have those experiences to look forward to! it's a new chapter, and this one's titled "discovering emotions that i probably should've discovered a long time ago but am just now feeling for the first time and it's freaking me out and i'm nervous but also that's cool yay" written by me. p.s. sorry you had to see me almost cry... i won't do it again! p.p.s. next week's video is "almost crying on camera for 12 minutes straight"- don't forget to subscribe and turn on post notifications so you don't miss it! thanks for being here ☺︎ see u next week, buddy