mindwave...

wow guess im doing this again yaay mindwave yaaaay!!! woooooo oh my godd mindwave!!! they posted a teaser!!! 3d lobby??? my laptop can NOT handle this!!😭😭😭 mindwave now that's out of the way... by the time im posting this it is currently july 5th, which is my birthday... and i'll be turning 18... i feel even more lost than last time since i'm also starting college soon, but i'm also stressed because of my "family" situation, i really want to get out of here though i can't really do much other than... working until i have enough to fly out... but that's basically impossible in this god forsakened country's economy, and also i CANNOT take care of myself at all, so either way i'll end up dead 😢 it's also been pretty lonely lately... well it's been like that since forever but everyday just feels so repetitive now, hopefully it'll get better next year (it never does(it's been THREE YEARS now and EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM SUCKS.)) that's all i got for today... i'll be back tomorrow with more venting... because i got nowhere else to talk about these stuff... have a great day everyone!