Part One: Why your change feels difficult

I struggled with this for years. Endless trying and effort to change, but it all seemed to no or low effect. I started to think that it is hopeless, the bible is not true and God has given me this life for His enjoyement. I was down and out, and years of church telling me "just believe" did not work for me. not for change, maybe for a miracle here and there but not change. then I started condemning my self and hate myself for being so useless, and blame everything and everyone, without knowing how to renew those parts of me. God showed me this when I asked Him why en I want to understand. I know it says blessed are those that believe without seeing, but I needed to "see". and He showed me, and it really helped me in my journey of understanding and hope it does for you to. Newsletter: cornulaas.kit.com/7b2a40ba79 Support the channel: paypal.me/restreign Follow me: IG:   / cornulaas   #christian #god #jesus #salvation #godsabundance #abundance #godslove #gospel #faith #bible #blessings #grace #redemption #holyspirit #jesuschrist #saved #bornagain #loveofgod #mercy #godsprovision #breakthrough #favor #eternallife #kingdomofgod #scripture #testimony #believe #jesuslovesyou #freedom #divinefavor #hope #trustgod #wordofgod #christianity #spiritualgrowth #amen #truth #overflow #miracles #faithmove #sonship #identity #childofgod #kingdommindset #inheritance #revival #spiritualawakening #prophetic #supernatural #chosen #destiny #divinepurpose #renewyourmind #transformation #glory #alignment #victory #heir #godspromises