why i quit streaming after i got twitch partner

This is the reality of my creative burnout, and how starting on a platform in the midst of a global pandemic, burying myself into content with an intensity that's only rival was that of my mental health. So in future videos my motto is LETS GET THIS BREAD cause whatever i post from here on out is a lovechild of my own happiness. - edited in oct 22nd A lot of this video is mental health related and I'm finally at a place where I have clarity after prioritizing myself & stepping back. I'm happy to be doing better, but I can't keep making content and moving on the same way I have been since there's aspects of how I've been functioning as a streamer that either put me there or didn't help me in being better. SECTIONS 00:00:00 lemme just throw this at you real quick and not explain it till later in the video until i've led up to it SIGNIFICANTLY srry lol :p 00:01:42 alexa 101 take notes there will be a pop quiz l8r 00:03:37 woah cool streamer origin story wow 00:04:16 the honeymoon stages of streaming (Jan 21-Juneish) 00:05:23 memories and reminiscing and the h u s t l e n g r i n d 00:07:24 IN MY PC ERA XD 00:08:00 i won a competition :p winner era n end of year 1 streaming 00:09:12 omg i got twitch partner! -BOOM self image isssues how u like that 00:10:03 the woes of streaming/year 2 00:13:50 "I miss the old Alexa, straight from the GO Alexa" 00:15:09 on a process of healing myself :) accountability and action we love to see it 00:16:03 my future self 00:17:06 LMAO my accctual future self, content plans et cetera 00:19:27 TLDR 00:21:21 OK WE'RE DONE ALL LINKS https://beacons.ai/bigmommyalexa TWITCH   / bigmommyalexa   PS sorry i throated the mic the whole video hehe 😘 Music is all from Undertale and Yume 2kki OSTs Fonts are Cyrgus and Fanatiqs off Behance Thanks for watching :) #twitch #twitchpartner #mentalhealth #startstreaming #youtube #youtuber #videoeditor #becomeastreamer #queer #pepsidrinker #teamedward