Psychic Session with Rachie! Uncovering the root of a Desirability wound.

In this first recorded session with my close friend Rachel, we explore shadow work, generational trauma, neurodivergence, desire, guilt, family dynamics, and the ways childhood experiences shape our relationships with ourselves and others. This conversation moves through mediumship, intuitive reading, emotional processing, nervous system patterns, embodiment, neurodivergence, narcissistic family systems, attachment wounds, and reconnecting to self through the body after trauma. Rachel explicitly consented to this recording and to sharing these sessions publicly. This is part one of a three-part series documenting our sessions together. Topics discussed include: • Shadow work • Childhood trauma & emotional invalidation • ADHD, masking & hypervigilance • Feeling unsafe being perceived or desired • Family systems & narcissistic dynamics • Guilt-based attachment • Neurodivergence & social pattern recognition • Embodiment & reconnecting with the body • Somatic healing & nervous system regulation • Past-life attachments, energetic patterns & cord cutting • Healing feminine identity & self-perception This video is not medical or psychological advice. These conversations reflect personal spiritual beliefs, intuitive interpretations, and lived experiences. My links: https://autisthiccmystic.com/ https://substack.com/@autisthiccmystic   / autisthicc_mystic   TIMESTAMPS: 00:00 Intro + beginning the reading 02:12 Rachel explains what she wants clarity on 04:45 Property energy, “shadow” energy & the dogs 09:18 Beloved dog as a “shadow guide” 12:40 Relationship dynamic 16:05 Montana winters, nervous system & vitamin deficiencies 20:08 Who/what is coming through in the reading 23:02 Jiu-jitsu, intuition & rebuilding confidence 28:15 Feeling disconnected from femininity & sexuality 33:48 Formation of maladaptive coping mechanism 39:26 Fear of being perceived or desired 43:58 The “blob” and emotional shutdown 47:20 Childhood disclosure attempts & maternal invalidation 54:11 Teacher figure who tried to protect Rachel 58:34 Guilt-based and past life attachment to her mother 1:05:17 Cord cutting, guilt & energetic attachment 1:11:02 Feeling unsafe being admired 1:16:44 neurodivergence, masking & social hypervigilance 1:21:13 Desire, embodiment & reconnecting to the body 1:26:22 Healing through self-sensuality & self-perception 1:31:08 Tools provided by Spirit 1:35:14 Final reflections + ending the session TAGS: shadow work, psychic reading, mediumship, autism in women, narcissism, family trauma, spiritual healing, neurodivergent women, embodiment healing, childhood trauma, intuitive reading, cord cutting, feminine healing, autism and masking, spiritual awakening, emotional healing, nervous system healing, CPTSD, narcissistic abuse, psychic medium, past lives, reincarnation, pattern recognition, healing, soulmates, spirit guides, higher self, dimensional self, neurodivergence, friendship, cord-cutting,