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Lyrics: Thayr4 (Intro) Every day a different burden on my shoulders They wouldn't understand if I spoke, so I mostly stayed silent Sometimes my face smiles, but my heart is shattered Life hit hard, I'm stuck in the middle [Chorus] There's a war inside me, nobody saw it I burned a thousand times, but my ashes didn't go out Everyone was by my side when it suited them Now the roads are empty, the voices haven't returned [Verse 1] Those I considered friends disappeared like shadows Everything changed in an instant, everything became foreign There's a burden in my heart, I'm still carrying it Some wounds don't heal, even if they remain with time The dreams I had as a child were big Now I look and most of them have rotted away on the road I thought I won, but I diminished from within Growing up, it turns out, is a bit like dying I silently told my troubles to the night The stars listened, but there was no answer, secretly Everyone thinks the one who doesn't fall is strong Nobody knows the one who collapses from within [Chorus] There's a war inside me There is, but no one saw I burned a thousand times, but my ashes didn't go out Everyone was by my side when it suited them Now the roads are empty, the voices haven't returned [Verse 2] Sometimes I look in the mirrors and don't recognize myself The past haunts me, never leaving my pain I always ran forward, never stopped But some burdens are like chains on the wrist People change when they are molded by pain The heart hardens when left alone I learned that trust is an expensive thing When it's in the wrong hands, the price is very high [Outro] Maybe one day the storm inside me will subside But today I'm still at war with my soul What I lost taught me to live Sometimes you have to fall to understand how to stay on your feet