Non-virile Dreams: Reprise (COMPLETE)

Content warning for various common triggers and heavy themes. Discretion advised. "I can be whatever you want me to be" Non-virile Dreams: Reprise is a collection of albums, connected to create one cohesive experience; a slide into a very particular sort of disorder and decline, from which one is doomed never to return. A specific kind of crisis of identity, at first. NvD: Reprise • Consummation One thing will always remain a constant. 0:00 Consummation NvD: Reprise • Slights With that spark Let it be: 2:56 1-1 Of Peace 5:03 1-2 Simple Wonders 7:14 1-3 Slight Senses 8:40 1-4 Downtown 10:54 1-5 Working its Way 12:56 1-6 Pendulous Expression 15:21 1-7 Mild Unease 17:40 1-8 Unconscious Suppression 20:16 1-9 Wandering Mind 22:28 1-10 Time in-Between 24:27 1-11 Wading 26:41 1-12 White Label (White Mind) 28:57 1-13 Hold it Down 30:50 1-14 The Things You Say to Yourself Between the Hours 32:35 1-15 Darkness Enthrall 34:00 1-16 Offputting Emptiness NvD: Reprise • Walls Hold me close Safe from all And if I unravel Let it be: 37:48 2-1 Shallow Bliss 40:05 2-2 Burial at a Concept 42:02 2-3 Forced Semblance 44:01 2-4 Wishful Embers 45:35 2-5 Distant, Disapproving Mutterings 47:34 2-6 See How (Know-Hows) 49:10 2-7 Fiery Spirit 50:59 2-8 Lost on Me 53:50 2-9 Creeping Upon the Horizon 55:46 2-10 Acute Emotion 58:14 2-11 Moment of Calm 1:00:10 2-12 On the Perch 1:02:35 2-13 Blighted Head 1:04:38 2-14 Euphoria 1:10:05 2-15 The Slightest Overstep 1:10:58 2-16 Outed NvD: Reprise • Disorder Stowed deep Sown heap Hushed away Recourse ensnaring A continuation Let it be: 1:15:37 3-1 Revolving in My Head 1:17:35 3-2 Pacing and Stumbling 1:19:27 3-3 Whispers Slicing Deep 1:21:26 3-4 A Single Moment of Silence 1:24:05 3-5 The Monster in the Mirror 1:29:10 3-6 What the Mind Can Do to Itself 1:32:23 3-7 The Melting Point of That Moment 1:38:29 3-8 Green Meadows 1:40:51 3-9 Mister G. 1:43:17 3-10 On the Walls (Walls) 1:45:15 3-11 Ends to Means Mean End 1:48:23 3-12 Light and Love and Joy 1:52:00 3-13 Relapse to a Novel Experience 1:56:00 3-14 None legible 2:00:23 3-15 Cavernous How-abouts 2:06:09 3-16 I'm sorry NvD: Reprise • Overture Unminded To twelfth strike So much to be dreamt In a world cut so cleanly Age-old as it may be Hopes be that it never comes If the worker ought fall in the stead of his work, Let it be: 2:09:29 4-1 violation. 2:12:40 4-2 Rapid Decline into Darkness 2:17:57 4-3 Events' End 2:22:53 4-4 Stormy Winds 2:30:21 4-5 Capitulation 2:38:04 4-6 Freeflow 2:40:40 4-7 All Right (Right) Here 2:52:48 4-8 Bedding and Matting 3:03:54 4-9 Inward Collapse 3:10:13 4-10 No Need (Need) 3:27:18 4-11 Bad Day 3:33:28 4-12 Simple Wonders 3:35:28 4-13 4:02:00 4-14 Beckon 4:02:41 4-15 Overture 4:07:42 4-16 Hopes be