Ngati Nkotheka

๐—ก๐—š๐—”๐—ง๐—œ ๐—ก๐—ž๐—ข๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—ž๐—” In Gethsemane, Jesus prayed to God that if it would please Him, then God should not allow that Jesus should go through the imminent suffering (Luke 22:42). This feeling of facing imminent danger is what the Composer was going through in self-isolation, upon being diagnosed Covid-19 positive. Having just lost a brother to Covid a week earlier, the Composer is afraid, in pain, very worried. He remembers this passage in the Bible when Jesus Himself was equally worried and afraid. He asked God to intervene, to remove the suffering. The Composer wakes up every morning alone, in self-isolation, with only Jesus to greetโ€ฆ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช ๐˜ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ถ. Every morning he speaks to Jesus about a particular matter he wishes Jesus to help him withโ€ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ข ๐˜ถ๐˜ฌ๐˜ถ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ฌ๐˜ข ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ข, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ข ๐˜ถ๐˜ฌ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข, ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ขโ€ฆin all that he asks Jesus to intervene. The Composer also takes this self-isolation period to meditate upon life in generalโ€ฆof poverty and wealth, both of which have a potential to separate us from God. He, therefore, also asks Jesus to guide him through. We all go through such tough moments in our livesโ€ฆbeing sick, nursing a sick relative, losing a loved one or missing a very good opportunity due to a pandemic. It could be Covid indeed or something else altogether. This song is meant to help us remember to always go to the Lord and sayโ€ฆ๐™‰๐™œ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ž ๐™ฃ๐™ ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ ๐™–, ๐™ข๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™˜๐™๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™จ๐™š๐™ง๐™š ๐™˜๐™๐™ž๐™ ๐™๐™ค ๐™˜๐™๐™– ๐™ข๐™–๐™จ๐™–๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™จ๐™ค๐™˜๐™๐™ž. But in all, we must remember, just like Jesus in Gethsemane, to let Godโ€™s will prevail. ๐—–๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€: The song was originally written and composed by Isaac Songea. Additional lyrics and further composition and arrangement of the song were done by Rodrick Zalimba. The harmonies of the song were done by Kelvin Sailes Phiri.