My Bedroom Song Draft- Liv

An original song im working on. there are parts i wanna change, parts i wanna remove entirely and verses i want to add in place of others. but, I was just in the mood to sing this song and record it so i did :) a little un-set in stone run. enjoy Lyrics: I spent my life reading stories, Putting pictures together from never ending movie, Images twist and turn vast in my mind, Of wounded warriors and daunting eyes... I spent my childhood in my bedroom, Gazing away as the music played on loop, Dreaming of a world where I could prove, That all of the ugly inside of me was somehow good... When does it end? This feeling that I am somehow always null... I'll build a world where I am more, It'll be a place ill eventually be adored, And I wont ever have to leave, Until reality comes back for me. I turned down family hangouts to be alone, To create others that could fill that hole, To bring me validation and a sense of ease, Something easier than this. When will it end? This feeling that I am somehow always numb. I dont wanna build a world anymore...