Grief and Losing a Brother: An Honest Conversation About What Remains - Stephen Van Santen

Stephen Van Santen lost his brother Phil to a drug overdose on November 11, 2022. Andrew lost his brother Simon in July 2025. A few weeks after Simon passed, Stephen called. That conversation is why this episode exists. This is not an interview. It is two people who have loved someone they could not save sitting down to tell the truth about what that actually costs. Phil and Stephen were 1.5 years apart. They grew up close, partied together, and genuinely bonded. Stephen moved to Red Deer and built a new life. Over the decade that followed, Stephen became the person Phil called when he was lonely, when he needed to laugh, when he needed someone to hold space without judgment. Phil had grace for everyone except himself. Simon was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck. He lived with severe cerebral palsy and functioned at the level of a three-month-old his entire life. He moved into full-time care when Andrew was 13. Nearly a decade passed without a visit. Andrew carried that guilt for years. In December 2024 he flew back and spent three days in the hospital with Simon, not knowing if Simon could hear him. Simon passed away in early July 2025. This episode goes into who these brothers were before anything else, what it costs to be someone's safe place for a decade, what the call feels like when it comes, where the guilt lives, and where the good news actually is. Not manufactured hope. Earned hope. If you have ever loved someone you could not save, or carried a grief you have never said out loud to anyone, this one is for you. Money isn't the main currency of a good life. This podcast gives you the tools to build a life of meaning and fulfillment. Free Ultimate Goal Setting Framework → thecurrencyofhappiness.com Subscribe on YouTube →    / @thecurrencyofhappiness   Instagram → instagram.com/thecurrencyofhappiness Listen on Spotify and Apple Podcasts → Search "The Currency of Happiness" If this episode hit home, share it with one person who needs to hear it. Every share helps build what comes next.