Cold Engine

3 AM. Empty streets. A city that looks like everyone you've lost. Not broken. Just driving. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Neon Rain 3 AM, no destination Engine running like my mind won't slow City lights just blur into something That looks like every place you used to go I been driving down these empty streets again Windows down, it's cold but I don't care Every red light feels like a moment when I almost call your name into the air You said I never let you close enough But close enough just burns me every time I gave you silence when you wanted touch Gave you my presence, not my peace of mind I'm tired, not broken — there's a difference I'm quiet, not gone — still got the fire You couldn't tell between my strength and distance Now I'm circling blocks at midnight, trying not to call Neon rain on the windshield again I know your face in every city light I don't regret you, I regret the end How we both fought so hard to lose the fight Neon rain, can't wash this out of me I wanted us, I just couldn't bleed enough You wanted somebody to complete you I was complete — that's why it wasn't us Highway's empty like the space you left I don't fill it, I just let it breathe Tried to love you right, but every depth You needed me to drown in, I could see I know you wanted someone who would fracture Someone who'd collapse and call it love I stayed standing — called it self-composure You called it walls and packed your boxes up Maybe you were right about the coldness Maybe I should've cracked a little more But I've seen what happens when I'm open — I become the mess you're running from before Neon rain on the windshield again I know your face in every city light I don't regret you, I regret the end How we both fought so hard to lose the fight Neon rain, can't wash this out of me I wanted us, I just couldn't bleed enough You wanted somebody to complete you I was complete — that's why it wasn't us I ain't looking for forgiveness Ain't searching for a sign I'm just out here in this city That keeps reminding me you're mine — no, were mine — no, could've been mine if I were someone else if I were something less But I'm exactly who I am And that was never quite enough So I drive Neon rain... Still driving Still whole Still alone Neon rain... ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Music & Lyrics: Deep Focus Studio © 2026 Deep Focus Studio. All rights reserved. #SexyDrill #DarkRnB #LateNightDrive