DIVIDED WE COLLAPSE - SLEEPWALKER

Wide awake… But nothing feels real. I watch the city move through windows blurred by sleepless nights Another morning, same routine, another version of my life I hear my name in conversations, but it sounds so far away Like I’m standing in the background while the world keeps changing shape Every memory feels distant, like it happened to someone else I’m surrounded by familiar faces, but I don’t know myself I smile when they expect me to, I speak when I’m supposed to speak But every word feels automatic, like a language I don’t mean My reflection moves before I do I don’t recognize the eyes staring back Heart beating, but I can’t feel the rush Drifting through my life like I’m out of touch Every step I take feels automatic Wide awake, but I’m fading into static Watching every moment slip away While the world keeps moving without me I’m still here, but something’s missing Tell me where I went The days keep blending into shadows, every hour looks the same I can’t remember when I stopped feeling anything but numbness and shame People ask me if I’m okay, but I don’t know what to say How do you explain that you’re alive but drifting further every day? I can hear the world around me, but it sounds like distant waves Like I’m trapped beneath the surface while everybody else escapes And I keep waiting for a feeling, any sign that I’m still here But all I find is empty silence every time the night appears My reflection moves before I do I don’t recognize the face I wear Heart beating, but I can’t feel the rush Drifting through my life like I’m out of touch Every step I take feels automatic Wide awake, but I’m fading into static Watching every moment slip away While the world keeps moving without me I’m still here, but something’s missing Tell me where I went If I disappear tomorrow Would anybody know the difference? Would they miss the person that I was Or just the mask I learned to live in? WAKE ME UP! I CAN’T FEEL ANYTHING! I’M TRAPPED INSIDE A BODY THAT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE MINE! I’M SCREAMING AT MY REFLECTION! BUT IT NEVER LOOKS BACK! I’M WIDE AWAKE! BUT I’VE BEEN ASLEEP FOR YEARS! Heart beating, but I can’t feel the rush Drifting through my life like I’m out of touch Every step I take feels automatic Wide awake, but I’m fading into static Watching every moment slip away While the world keeps moving without me I’m still here, but something’s missing Tell me where I went Wide awake… But nothing feels real.