自宅で皮下点滴はじめました｜体調悪化…不安の連続【慢性腎臓病】

This post contains some slightly difficult scenes. There's a warning, so please skip if you don't want to see them. I've included these scenes because, even though they included the days we suffered, worried, and cried together, they were also precious and happy days. It wasn't always peaceful, but we were able to gather happiness even amidst it all. I consider it the most important and precious time of my life. The first time I gave her a subcutaneous infusion, I was so nervous I didn't film it, but I failed many times, repeatedly trying again and again, and on the fourth try I made her cry a little... (Afterward, the doctor told me that the needle gets dull and hurts if you stick it in too many times, so I should change it after two failures. I was like, "Ahhh! I'm sorry, Liloo 😭" and regretted it.) Despite many failures, these are memories of trying our best every day. I know that battling illness and caring for someone is incredibly difficult. I completely understand how easy it can be to be swallowed up by darkness. I want this channel to be a place where I can reach out before you get lost in the darkness and can't see anything. May you be able to cherish the precious beings and precious moments that are right in front of you... With that wish in mind, I will deliver soft and warm moments. ------------------------- 🌼note🌼 About battling illness, caregiving, and pet loss https://note.com/maililou724 🌼Instagram🌼   / shinomai425   🌼X🌼 https://x.com/shinomai425 🌼TikTok🌼   / shinomai19840425