Forced Menopause Update

Struggling so bad at this point, swelling up all over my body, puffy face, bloated stomach no matter how clean I eat or how much I work out. The feeling of detachment from my body, truly not recognising myself in the mirror, hormones all over the place I no longer know who I am. Eating makes it worse, moving makes it worse, stress makes it worse. I feel like I’m living in a nightmare. The mental torture from this is almost too much to handle. After years and years of suffering all I can do to get myself through the days is tell myself that this is not permanent! That better days are coming after I get the hysterectomy. #chronicillness # #vlog #advocate #adenomyosis #fatigue #endometriosis #journey #fibroidsawareness #guthealth #fibroids #periods #menopause #womenshealth