Painful Agony

Lyrics : I can feel my scars opening beneath my skin Years after I healed my wounds, i'm tormented within Still the same demons trying to make me break through I'm cursed for having abandoned you Hope that the sun will finally rise after all these nights in the dark But nothing helps, I'm not ready to cross over to the other side As long as this heart keeps beating, I promise you that I won't loose myself in the abyss You give me the strength to keep moving even if my soul is in pieces My heart bleeds because I couldn't be there in time A scar like a gash cannot heal, no matter how many years go by Yet the past is still present deep within my body It's a slow and painful agony Looking back, as I usually do It's hard to move forward without you I wish I could bring you back and start all over again But unfortunately, this illness took you away My heart bleeds because I couldn't be there in time A scar like a gash cannot heal, no matter how many years go by Yet the past is still present deep within my body It's a slow and painful agony I must carry on to honor your memory Our bond will continue beyond this melancholy Our promise will remain no matter what happens I carry you in my heart until the end My heart bleeds because I couldn't be there in time A scar like a gash cannot heal, no matter how many years go by Yet the past is still present deep within my body It's a slow and painful agony