I had everything I wanted and... I hated my life

In this first episode of "Off The Record," @bylucaferiol I’m sharing the raw truth about my 10+ years in the London luxury industry. From surviving the 2001 crisis in Argentina to closing million-dollar deals with brands like Louis Vuitton and Porsche, I thought I had found success. But behind the perfect Instagram feed and the first-class flights, there was a dark reality of anxiety, depression, and a deep loss of identity. This is the story of why I decided to leave it all behind to move to a small village in Spain and reconnect with my true self. In this video: The trauma of losing everything in 2001. How I built a "gold cage" in London. The panic attack that changed everything. Why I’m starting over at 33. 00:00 The £8,000 Sweater & My Breaking Point 01:52 Where I come from: Argentina 2001 03:13 Growing up as an Imposter & Rugged Identity 04:22 Moving to London with $10,000 & 2 Suitcases 05:10 Building the Perfect Armor (LV, Gucci, Prada) 06:10 The Instagram Masterpiece vs. My Reality 07:05 The Dark Side: Drugs, Parties & Shame 08:00 Clinically Depressed but "Too Successful" to admit it 08:42 Looking at the Sweater 8,000 lbs of crystals 10:15 Escape to India: Finding Silence 11:50 Killing the Character I Built 12:30 Starting Over from Zero in Spain 13:50 Why I’m calling this "Off The Record" If you’ve ever felt like you’re chasing a dream that isn’t yours, this is for you! [ESPAÑOL] Para mis amigos y seguidores de habla hispana: Este es el comienzo de una nueva etapa. Decidí contar mi historia en inglés para llegar a una audiencia global, pero mi esencia sigue siendo la misma. Gracias por acompañarme en este viaje “Off The Record".