I'm Trapped in a Vicious Cycle (and don't know how to escape)

Discover new deals every day and order from 100s of restaurants on Uber Eats! Head to https://uber.yt.link/0vankji and use code HERPING15 to get $15 off your first order with a minimum basket size of $20. #ad Ever since quitting my breadwinner 3 years ago, I've trapped myself in a vicious cycle. I would like to break it, but don't know how. Chat with me right now on Discord:   / discord   A few of my recent spirals: ANT SAGA:    • The ant saga   ROOMMATE SAGA 1:    • The roommate saga   ROOMMATE SAGA 2:    • The SECOND roommate saga   TURO:    • Tesla Turo Rentals   HOMEOWNERSHIP:    • Reality of Homeownership   GIGS:    • Gig Apps: Uber, DoorDash, Amazon Flex, Ins...   0:00 My NEW niche 1:03 Mission... success?? 2:07 It happened again 3:27 EXTREMELY irritating 5:49 Investing EVERYTHING 7:06 I know what to do 10:28 My THIRD jackpot 12:48 I have to keep pushing 13:54 I failed. 15:20 The irony