[Worlds First!] Vivid Abyss Full Clear Golden :3

ive done it! the first ever vivid abyss full clear golden. i first cleared this map well over a year ago, crazy how time flies really. after initially clearing it, i dont remember exactly what i was thinking, but i just remember that for some reason i REALLY enjoyed replaying it. i ended up putting like 36 smth hours just kinda, playing it for fun ig? and i think that gave me the headstart i needed to start going for this golden. honestly its so hard for me to speak about any of this because I DONT KNOW what happened, how it started or anything. it kinda just felt like one day i started going for it, somehow. i have no clue what gave me the confidence to think i had any chance of getting remotely far on this. i do actually remember being in a call and going for a low death and i got SO nervous by literally just getting past checkpoint 1 without dying. i also remember shye telling me i wont be able to get this golden after i said my hardest was farewell (no hate to shye i knew it was a joke we're buddies dw) but i think just hearing that kinda just, gave me the drive to actually want to pull through with it, to prove whatever imaginary haters i had wrong. another thing that i do mention at the end of the video is that im just really happy to be the one the "end" the map. this run has every screen in the map, including 2 unnecessary keys that are not required for full clear (and yes, they most make it harder (they are really bad (as in like really hard and kinda scuffed but i still love them))). the reason i decided to go for an everything run and not just fc is because i wanted to make sure i would be satisfied with my parting with this map, so that i couldnt look back and think that i couldve done more, and i believe i achieved just that. i believe the reason i feel so strongly about this map is because this map, in all honestly, is probably THE reason i am playing this game at a high level. it was like the celeste equivalent of freedom08 for me as in it was the map that proved to me that I CAN DO IT, that i have what it takes to be good at this game. so with all that being said, that is why this achievement means so much to me, its the achievement that probably describes best me as a gamer; a subaverage gamer in most regards that is just autistic enough to pull through with things that should not be possible for himself. as for the golden itself, i have NO CLUE if its good or not LOL. as i said in the above paragraph i dont really recall starting this golden, but by the time i actually started actively trying for it i was already good enough at all the annoying stuff in moonberry that it didnt really bother me. but im sure if youre actually good at the game starting out with this must be painful. im pretty sure clantis was trying for this at some point and stopped (likely cause moonberry is ass for most people), creepycat also got a 2nd screen of moonberry entry but then dropped it, but im not sure about the reason. i believe jojo was also going for this at some point and i also dont know the reason for dropping/taking a break from it. hopefully they all go back to it at some point, would be cool to see (and we would also have more difficulty opinions). speaking of the difficulty, i assume this is low t0. its very hard for me to tell with my previous hardest being farewell, but what ill say is its a LOT harder than normal golden. i think just getting to moonberry checkpoint is already harder than nonfc golden (esp if you get all 8 keys), and then on top of that you need to do 6 screens that are way harder than the rest of the map, some of which also being REALLY inconsistent (im looking at you tote), and then also the final screen which is impossible idk how i fluked it. fun fact my best lowdeath on this map was 3! thats so awesome methink. anyways yeah so like prob low t0 with a tiny chance to be the easiest mid t0. i worked really hard on this thumbnail i hope you like it, didnt turn out exactly how i wanted but i think i did a decent job. shoutout tool bag and everyone that went to my streams yall chill asf also yeah follow me https://www.twitch.tv/cheezysf wink wink i love nichijou it is the greatest thing ever made go watch nichijou im just so happy that ive done something that will likely be remembered by people, and isnt just another hard achievement :') holy shit what i wrote above sounds so egotistical i am grateful for being as good as i am at games, but ultimately no one is gonna remember my d+ clear, or my krypton clear, or me beating shukketsu in gd. its nice to have some achievements that truly stand out.