「中途半端は嫌だ」と自分を追い詰めてしまう日(レコルトで料理もする)/パニック障害
Good evening 🌛 Thank you so much for watching my video today! Today, while cooking, I'm talking about a day when I tried to cram too much into my day because I hated the idea of doing nothing! I'm sorry that my thoughts are so disorganized since I'm cooking at the time 🥲 It's really good to be able to reflect on my day by "putting it into words" like this. I want to live my life consciously trying not to "blame myself too much!"
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[Train Challenge] Cooking with "recolte" while reflecting on my 6th Train Challenge

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[Chat] Cooking and sharing the story of finally meeting someone I wanted to see / Panic Disorder

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[Train Challenge] Overcame strong anticipatory anxiety on my fourth attempt / Panic Disorder

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[Part-time isn't cutting it anymore] The reality of job hunting at 43 while terrified of the gaps...

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