「中途半端は嫌だ」と自分を追い詰めてしまう日(レコルトで料理もする)/パニック障害

Good evening 🌛 Thank you so much for watching my video today! Today, while cooking, I'm talking about a day when I tried to cram too much into my day because I hated the idea of ​​doing nothing! I'm sorry that my thoughts are so disorganized since I'm cooking at the time 🥲 It's really good to be able to reflect on my day by "putting it into words" like this. I want to live my life consciously trying not to "blame myself too much!"

[Train Challenge] Cooking with "recolte" while reflecting on my 6th Train Challenge
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[Train Challenge] Cooking with "recolte" while reflecting on my 6th Train Challenge

The day I went shopping but came home with nothing. It was the day my journey began. / Panic Diso...
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The day I went shopping but came home with nothing. It was the day my journey began. / Panic Diso...

"You've Really Grown," My Mom Said, and It Made Me Happy (A Record) / Panic Disorder
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"You've Really Grown," My Mom Said, and It Made Me Happy (A Record) / Panic Disorder

Still running a huge deficit. Part-time nurse's living expenses & income revealed.
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Still running a huge deficit. Part-time nurse's living expenses & income revealed.

[Casual Radio] 2 Months and 13 Days of Leave for Adjustment Disorder | Finally Decided to Quit! D...
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[Casual Radio] 2 Months and 13 Days of Leave for Adjustment Disorder | Finally Decided to Quit! D...

Santo Rosário | Sexta-feira | 04:00 | 12/06/2026 | Live Ao vivo
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Santo Rosário | Sexta-feira | 04:00 | 12/06/2026 | Live Ao vivo

50代ひとり暮らし/人生初の派遣切り→短期派遣をへて無職になり迷走中
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50代ひとり暮らし/人生初の派遣切り→短期派遣をへて無職になり迷走中

Altı Üstü İstanbul 4. Bölüm @atvturkiye
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Altı Üstü İstanbul 4. Bölüm @atvturkiye

99% FALL ASLEEP IN 3 MINUTES (No Ads) | Melatonin Release, Stop Overthinking | Goodbye Insomnia10
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99% FALL ASLEEP IN 3 MINUTES (No Ads) | Melatonin Release, Stop Overthinking | Goodbye Insomnia10

[Chat] Cooking and sharing the story of finally meeting someone I wanted to see / Panic Disorder
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[Chat] Cooking and sharing the story of finally meeting someone I wanted to see / Panic Disorder

Midnight Ocean Hammock Retreat 🌙 Waves, Warm Fire & Cozy Night Ambience for Sleep
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Midnight Ocean Hammock Retreat 🌙 Waves, Warm Fire & Cozy Night Ambience for Sleep

My Summer Essentials! Can't Live Without These - Summer 2026 - / Panic Disorder
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My Summer Essentials! Can't Live Without These - Summer 2026 - / Panic Disorder

[Train Challenge] Overcame strong anticipatory anxiety on my fourth attempt / Panic Disorder
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[Train Challenge] Overcame strong anticipatory anxiety on my fourth attempt / Panic Disorder

99%  Fall Into Sleep Instantly (No Ads) - Melatonin Release, Stop Overthinking - Goodbye Insomnia1
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99% Fall Into Sleep Instantly (No Ads) - Melatonin Release, Stop Overthinking - Goodbye Insomnia1

Santo Rosário | Sexta-feira | 04:00 | 05/06/2026 | Live Ao vivo
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Santo Rosário | Sexta-feira | 04:00 | 05/06/2026 | Live Ao vivo

【転職】毎日お弁当作り楽しい
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【転職】毎日お弁当作り楽しい

Winter Walk in MANHATTAN ❄️ Light Snow in New York, Walking tour, NYC
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Winter Walk in MANHATTAN ❄️ Light Snow in New York, Walking tour, NYC

Am I worthless if I'm not working? / Panic disorder
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Am I worthless if I'm not working? / Panic disorder

[Part-time isn't cutting it anymore] The reality of job hunting at 43 while terrified of the gaps...
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[Part-time isn't cutting it anymore] The reality of job hunting at 43 while terrified of the gaps...

Living Well on a Small Income in Japan 🇯🇵 Quiet Payday, Small Joys & Homemade Okonomiyaki
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Living Well on a Small Income in Japan 🇯🇵 Quiet Payday, Small Joys & Homemade Okonomiyaki