komorebi - crumbs

the lyrics said it all. have you ever worn hope like borrowed skin, thinking this time you'd let me in? you gave me crumbs, i called it trust, trying to believe what turned to dust. some days you treated me like a friend, the next, i wasn't sure where i stood. i kept looking at my own mistakes, thinking maybe it was all my fault. and i know i wasn't always right. i said things i wish i hadn't. but it all started after your first betrayal. that's when i began to question if i should ever trust you again. you wanted everyone to understand your pain, but you never stopped to understand mine. you said, "I'll love you no matter what," then stood with the person who talked behind my back. you called other people fake, but you never gave what you expected from them. now i know friendship shouldn't leave me confused, or make me feel grateful for crumbs.