My internalized misogyny - Trauma Dumping Tuesdays

Salaaaam everyone thank you for klicking on this video you are ALL so welcome here! Today I wanted to let out all my thoughts on misogyny. Hate towards women and the subsequent harm can take on many forms. It is something that I have witnessed and experienced throughout my life. Only now am I starting to open up and reflect on the impact all the trauma, the harm the abuse and the senseless suffering had on me. I am not going to lie today was really a difficult one because I wanted to run. Run away from confronting myself so openly infront of the world about my own flaws and my own internalized misogyny. Growing up in a strict arab muslim household (which the muslim part of it all is questionable as it becomes more and more clear that islam was practiced and used only as a tool) has taught me how to comply and abide with anything the men in my family say in order to - literally- survive. For me being muslim means so much. It is the way I practice my belief in Allah swt. But seeing how men have abused this religion makes me want to run away from everyone and everything and just hide. I know so many feel like this out there and if you are a girl and you can not say or do anything for yourself, know that you are not alone. I pray that we all find healing and that the muslim men understand that hating women in any way shape or form means hating themselves. And in sha Allah one day we will all figure out together how to practice our faith in Allah in the best way possible. Thank you for being here with me as I am growing, healing, discovering and learning. Love you all xoxo