PTD nº 349 - A vela preta é mesmo perigosa?

Questions: [email protected] Kisses Session: [email protected] Here are today's questions: 1. I notice that even in Umbanda and Candomblé, the use of black candles is treated with caution. Some recommend lighting them only outside the home. Others warn that they are often used in so-called "black magic" and in Quimbanda for "evil" rituals. A YouTuber, a self-proclaimed "karmic numerologist" and witch, assures us that we should light a black candle for the Archangel Uriel when we are in total despair. A black candle for an angel/archangel? After all, Márcio, is a black candle really dangerous? Why? 2. I haven't found a terreiro yet, but I already understand that much of spirituality has to do with our vibration, with how we view life. That's why I've always strived to be optimistic, cheerful, and motivating. But depression has gripped me, and every day is difficult, as if I'm walking through something dense. I'm a nursing technician and a sergeant in the Air Force. I spent years returning from shifts feeling drained and powerless. Until it culminated in my six-month leave, from 2016 to 2017. Is there anything I can do to heal once and for all, Pai Mácio? And is there any way to stop feeling this weakened in my work? 3. For two years, I've been going to a terreiro (house) in the garage of a house, and I've often thought it's more animism than embodiment. Well, my wife lost her job a year ago for no reason. I asked the pai de santo (holy father) to cross a guide to Ogum that I made by watching your videos, and the one who crossed it was the left one, Exu 7 Porteiras. After that, I went to the beach and, while greeting Ogum and Yemanjá, when I got in the water, the guide broke right in the middle of the street. I thanked him, threw the guide into the sea, and began to feel very sick, feeling like I was going to die. At the end of the year, I made a padê for Exu, thanking him for the year's deliverances. Then I asked the pai de santo where I could dispose of it, and he said THROW IT IN THE TRASH. That's what I did. Since then, everything in my house has been missing, we haven't been able to find a job, everything is in shambles. I want to continue practicing Umbanda, but after so much pleasing and only getting hit in the face, I don't really know what to do anymore.