Grief + Dystopia (1993)

Grief/Dystopia Split (1993) 1.Lifeless 2. Fucked Upstairs 3. Sleep LIFELESS I drown in my self pity Don't need your sympathy Alone I wait for the end Sick of seeing your faces... No one at my funeral Friends I had none Nobody cares that I'm dead No body even knows my name I died lonely and miserable Life meant nothing to me FUCKED UPSTAIRS Well now you've finally had it Locked in serious distress All your words are gibberish No longer making any sense Self-induced paranoia Don't have a fucking clue Too blind to note your condition Choke on your own misfortune Solitude you hope for Too blind to see it's true Dying from your own poison No one to blame - but you... You're fucking wacked!!! Thought you were indestructible Superior in every respect Now I watch you wither away A victim of constant neglect Solitude non-existant An empty shell you've become Dominated by yourown self-pity Alone, exausted and numb Horror abundant, all by yourself A battered man, screams for help But no one's there, alone in the dark Time flys on by - you've wrecked yourself SLEEP Searching for my soul Through chasms of my minds Longing my own desire To make me apart of life Round and round this circle turns Never coming to end Hideous games played on my mind Driving me insane This ring of painul delight Resides deep within my brain Insanity comes too naturally When my arms bleed Crossing the sky Deep within these dreams Crashing back to the sea The sleep numbs my mind From today's reality Sleep The dreams will come true My life will be over soon Sleep My child and dream Your life is doomed Sleep