Awakening Was Supposed to Fix Me (Honesty, Desire, & No-Self)

In some nonduality circles, relative solutions and practical support are quietly shamed. If this is already wholeness, why do anything? In this video, I share how the “no mountains” phase of awakening can be a necessary reset, and why the pendulum usually swings back into very human life with bills, bodies, and nervous systems that still need care. We’ll explore how unconditional wholeness doesn’t erase process or suffering, but includes anxiety, procrastination, longing, and messiness as valid expressions of the same field. From there, we turn toward radical honesty as a portal: telling the truth about how it actually is for this life right now, without shame or spiritual performance. If you’ve ever secretly hoped awakening would “fix” you, this is you invitation to acknowledge your very real needs, desires, and coping strategies in the light of awareness, not as a spiritual failure.