Fandoms react to eachother [introduction part] (2x) || read desc

Hello! It's been a while since I've last updated any videos. I've been very inactive before and I'd like to apologise on my part. I started this channel during my teenage years and most of you guys had probably found out that I'm almost starting college! And uhh I'm kinda nervous about it lol. I couldn't express so much gratitude for those who stick around until now. Didn't really think so many people would enjoy watching my videos. And for that sole reason I want to deeply apologise because I couldn't keep up with consistently posting the things that you guys like. I'm not very honest with you guys mostly on this part and it's becoming a big problem for me. Promises that I failed to keep and false hope of things I'd say I'll do in the past. I wanted to officially say I couldn't continue the bsd reaction video because my grip on it has already loosened. It's one of my peakest eras of interest where I become so obsessed with the series I willingly make videos about it daily. Now I couldn't say the same. As of late, my motivation keeps getting dreader to keep this channel as whole. I struggle to keep it alive due to my neglect and refusal to continue. I thought about quitting for some reason as it's my only way to escape from that responsibility. And I would also like to apologise about it. The pressure of satisfying people to the point I couldn't find enjoyment doing videos as I normally do pains me. But I thought it through and decided to keep this channel instead. I also couldn't deny that my bsd phase was also during my lowest as I struggled with my mental health and planning to end it all. Best to say I survived going through that. I'm glad that I'm still here after all those times. I feel so exposed saying this willingly to a bunch of strangers but I guess it's better to get it off my chest since I kept it for so long. And I won't say I promise this time but from now on I'll post content that I want and maybe I should do a compilation of animation memes I made but I couldn't bring myself to post it here. Thank you for taking your sweet time reading this, I really appreciate it. Until next time!