God can use your dilemma for His good.

Samson was anointed and appointed by God for a divine purpose in his life, to destroy the enemy of his people, the Philistines. However he made his own choice to fraternize and cohabitate with them. Judges Chapter 14. So many people have made bad choices out of rash impulses and strong desires that compelled them to act irrationally. Yet God can take a bad choice or decision that we make and use it for His good.