"Dizzy Paranoia Girl" Ver. Kuraiinu

It's been so long since I last sung this high for a song, it was a lot of fun. Thanks for letting me sing your song Kat!! ※SPOTIFY: https://bit.ly/3wGtBaY ※ITUNES: https://apple.co/3P3Lkza ======================================================= Support me on PATREON for acapella + Raw Vocals!   / kuraiinu   ======================================================= ※CREDITS※＿＿ ◕Music/Lyrics: @VocaloKAT /    • KAT - Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto ...   ◕Illust by MushieBLUSH ◕MV by Januar Gelar ========================= ※LINKS※＿＿ ◕Twitter:   / _kuraiinu   ◕Tiktok:   / kuraiinu   ========================= ※LYRICS※＿＿ Expectations high from the start I’ll just mess it up “Congratulations you fell apart” Fxxk I messed it up They tell me I just need to grow up But I know that they think that I’m not enough Pirouette your view and you’ll see There’s no cure for burnt out and naive (It’s killing me) Spinning all around, I think I spun out My fault by default Thoughts racing up and down, oh what to do now? Follow protocol But I hate this I don’t wanna play ball I just wanna end this once and for all Panic all around, but never make a sound Emotional free fall Stab me with an IV Tell me that it's to protect me Tell me I should be ignoring Everything that makes me bleed Cynicism inbound Common sense nowhere to be found I'll bottle up the thought that I'd be better off left underground It’s not my decision if I make it through the night And I keep crashing through collisions like a dying parasite Love is an incision that cuts deeper than a knife But I’ll still see it in my vision till the afterlife Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Laugh through every day No matter what I do, nobody has a clue, life’s always been this way I hate hate hate hate this arbitrary game No matter what you heard, you’ll never hear the words nobody dares to say Say you’ll be my friend to the very end But I’m in my head, in my head, and I’m seeing red In a superficial ecosystem, recognize the repetition Otherwise you’ll end up dead I’ll underestimate (overcompensate) Circumstantiate (hyperventilate) Rehabilitate (decontaminate) Losing at the games I told you I don’t wanna play Expectations hitting the ground My fault by default No one left to catch me when I fall down No more protocol Feel it in my cells, my final farewell An antidote, my stairway to hell Panic all around but now I’m yelling out The one thing I recall Stab me with an IV But I know you won’t protect me And I can’t keep on ignoring When you make me wanna bleed Cynicism inbound Common sense nowhere to be found I’ll bottle up the thought that I'd be better off left underground It’s not my decision if I make it through the night And I keep crashing through collisions like a dying parasite Love is an incision that cuts deeper than a knife But I’ll still see it in my vision till the afterlife Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Laugh through every day No matter what I do, nobody has a clue, life’s always been this way I hate hate hate hate this arbitrary game No matter what you heard you’ll never hear the words nobody dares to say Think I’m at the end of a road traveled far too long And I keep screaming out the lyrics of this idiotic song Hate me just because I never wanna play along But I don’t wanna live a life where I live in the wrong Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Laugh through every day No matter what I do, nobody has a clue, life’s always been this way I hate hate hate hate this arbitrary game No matter what you heard you’ll never hear the words nobody dares to say I’ll take a final breath so they can all pretend they loved me yesterday