Tanya von Degurechaff - Prayer I Refuse Lyric Video

Prayer I Refuse is a fan song for Tanya von Degurechaff from The Saga of Tanya the Evil. Born unwanted. Raised by institutions. Thrown into the sky with a rifle, a uniform, and a god demanding faith through artillery. The generals call it duty. The faithful call it trial. The maps stay clean while the trenches fill with names turned into numbers. This is not a song about glory. This is Tanya looking at the meatgrinder from inside it: calculating, surviving, refusing to bless the war that keeps swallowing children and calling it honor. Not a prayer. A refusal. Fan song inspired by Tanya von Degurechaff / The Saga of Tanya the Evil. ⚔️ Track: The Prayer I Refuse 🎤 Artist: Tanya von Degurechaff 🎵 Produced by: Suno AI / vizzy.io Lyrics: I was born under paperwork Filed where the unwanted go Then heaven reached down smiling And dressed me up for show The brass speak softly over maps and wine Move the little arrows, hold the little lines They call it duty, they call it fate But names turn to numbers when the shells detonate The flags keep waving, the papers stay clean And no one writes the screaming in the margins between The dead don’t argue, the lost don’t complain The ones who saw the worst of it don’t come home to explain Some pray for mercy Some pray for proof I learned that heaven has artillery too I’m all alone In a sky full of fire All alone In a choir of liars They call it glory When the young bleed through This is not my war song This is the prayer I refuse I wear the medals, I follow command I know the cost of courage down to the last man A miracle shines through the barrel and sight And God calls it faith when he leaves you no rights They ask for honor, they ask me to choose But choice is just a word when refusal means you lose So I count the living, I measure the cost And call it a victory when not all are lost So I keep flying Because falling is worse And I keep surviving Because death is not my course I’m all alone In a sky full of fire All alone In a choir of liars They call it glory When the young bleed through This is not my war song This is the prayer I refuse Heaven says kneel And the generals say stand Both of them point With bloodless hands One calls it trial One calls it command Both build their altars From the bones of the land If faith is forced Then faith is dead If glory is clean It has never bled If this is salvation Then who did it save? The sky gives orders The earth keeps graves I’m all alone In a sky full of fire All alone With no way to retire They call it glory When the young bleed through This is not my war song This is the prayer I refuse I do not pray I calculate I do not beg I lie in wait If choice is forced Then faith is abuse This is not my war song This is the prayer I refuse So send me your trials Demand my faith I won't give in I reject your mandate I'll live long enough To see the end of fate