i’ll never get over it

I apologize for all the loud cars. It’s really annoying and distracting for me too. This is very vulnerable for me and I don’t like the way I look when I cry lol so I might take this down. I just felt it was very authentic and really coming from me. I’ve never expressed something like this before especially online for people to see and perceive me and judge me I don’t want pity or sympathy. This was more of a journal for me than anything, and it was not filmed to post. #health #life #relatable #grief #loss #missingperson #truecrime #death #murdermystery #news