Te recordaré siempre | Carta para despedirse de un amor | Christian B. Vargas

Meeting you was wonderful; you taught me how to love. But like all beginnings, our love had an end, and today we are no longer together. I want you to know that I cried for you many times. My days weren't the same after you left; our destinies changed. I missed you every day after you left. I always held onto the hope of seeing you again someday, but it wasn't to be. It never happened. I suffered for you; I felt abandoned. My hopes of seeing you again slowly faded. My happiness and my smile left with you. I will never forget the first time I saw you. You were truly a beautiful person. The times I was happy in your arms will always be cherished memories. The affection you gave me was unique; there's no one else like you. But today, we each have our own life story and different paths. My life went on without you. I carried on like warriors do, always thinking of you, but I didn't know what my purpose was. I didn't know when the hope of loving again like I did with you would return. I didn't know if love would ever come again. I understand I was still too young to know. I forgot about myself, I lived just to live. I always longed to be by your side, for anything, but you didn't appear. You only remained in my thoughts. I always wondered if you thought of me. I don't know. Only you know what you felt, only you know if you missed me or not, although you do. I'd like to find out, I'd like to understand how you coped without me; if you cried like I did. But I suppose it's pointless because we're not together anymore. Our lives have taken different paths. Is this truly the end for us, or is it perhaps just a pause in our lives? I don't know, but I want to tell you something; I've met extraordinary people who have changed my life for the better, wonderful people who have given me the strength to keep going. I also want you to know that I don't judge you, nor do I judge your actions. I just want to understand what happened between us, and most importantly, to know when I'll feel the same excitement I felt when I was with you. That's all I ask. I've fought and moved forward for myself, not for you. I've strived to continue my life without you because I can't and shouldn't put my destiny on hold for someone who isn't with me today. It's difficult to understand that in life you meet people you want to stay with you for a long time, and these people leave in a short period of time. But I understand that destiny always has something in store for everyone, and it's not always what we want, but what we need. And if we're not together today, perhaps it wasn't what either of us needed. You were and always will be important to me. Thank you for coming into my life and teaching me what love is. You were and always will be special to me, for all the beautiful memories, for all the times I cried for you, for everything I learned when I was no longer with you, for all that and so much more, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will always remember you. Music: The Winner Takes It All ABBA | May Piano Lyrics: CEO Elhen Image: Vecteezy #thoughts #poetry #reflections #poems #reflections