Buffy&Spike - Loving you is a losing game

#btvs #spuffy #buffyspike #spuffy #fanvidfeed #otp #viddingisart Watch in HD, please. Back in the day, in 2007, Buffy&Spike were the couple that got me into vidding in the first place. Almost 15 years later, I still love them so much that they inspired me to vid again. First, I have to say that this song is, IMO, perfect for Spuffy, and I have no idea how no one vidded it with them before. Second, I know this video has many problems, especially the pacing. But I went with what felt right. The video is entirely from Spike's POV, basically about the mind-f*ck that being in love with Buffy is for him - how he knew it was impossible really, but her hot and cold attitude, mixed signals confused and hurt him. And despite all that, he kept loving her. Though no one can convince me that Buffy didn't love him (she did, she was just too stubborn, afraid, and messed up to admit it to herself), and while admitting Spike is far far from perfect and made some huge mistakes (and not talking about the AR), I think it really fits the way the relationship went for him. I won't rant about Spuffy now, maybe in the next video that I have planned for them if I manage to make it. QUOTES: "A hundred plus years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of - YOU" "You're beneath me" "I know you'll never love me. I know that I'm a monster" " - They put the spark in me and now all it does is burn. Your soul" "I'm a bad man, I hurt the girl" " - I love... Don't! Don't say it" "God help me, Buffy, it's still all about you" " - I'm in love with you You're in love with pain" "Cause I am not ready for you to not be here" " - Do you trust me? Never" "I am using you" "Why are you always around when I'm miserable?" "I can't love you" " - Tell me you love me I love you. You know I do Tell me you want me I always want you" "I am sorry, William" " - Were you there with me? I was" " - I love you No, you don't" " - And the reason I am holding it, it's because of you. Because of the strength, you gave me last night It was the best night of my life" " - I love you No, you don't. But thanks for saying it." Credits at the end of the video. Enjoy and leave some feedback.