living alone diaries: slowly feeling like myself again and deep cleaning for my mental health

hey boos 🫶🏾, here's to the start of a new month, getting back into a healthy routine amidst the transitions happening in life. this week in particular has been super up and down, but i'm happy i was able to find a silver lining and still make way for doing things that make me feel good. my great grandmother's passing has me in such a reflective mood because she was the eldest in my family and the only one i could really connect with to learn more about my family history and lineage. if you're reading this and you still have the chance to connect with your great or great-great grandparents, i highly encourage you to do so. on the brighter side, i'm really excited about my move to Atlanta. i can't believe it's happening. it feels really good to finally put my fear aside and no longer hold myself back for whatever reason. excited to bring you all along the journey! i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️ (make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩) links to some of my favs mentioned: 💖Pre-Gym Skin Routine💖: https://liketk.it/47ZK1 💖 Gym fit #1 💖: https://liketk.it/47lCA 💖 Gym fit #2💖: Lululemon Pink Peony Align Leggings (size, 6) https://creatoriq.cc/3lU96lK Lululemon Pink Peony Nulu Define Jacket (size, 4) https://creatoriq.cc/3I8k91O Sports Bra (similar) https://creatoriq.cc/3k9KaWE Lululemon Belt Bag, Silver Drop https://creatoriq.cc/3lTEO2b Aritzia TNA Socks https://www.aritzia.com/us/en/product... https://liketk.it/47ZQ1 💖 Bedding💖: https://liketk.it/3RF9s 💖 House Robe💖: https://liketk.it/421hw 💖 Rose Matcha Latte Recipe💖: https://liketk.it/43hH2 💖 Curly Puff Essentials💖: https://liketk.it/48fIb 💖 Running Errands Fit💖: Aritzia Divinity Romper (color: fatigue - size, S) https://www.aritzia.com/us/en/product... Aritzia Sweatshirt (size, M) https://www.aritzia.com/us/en/product... Nike Blazers (size, 9) https://liketk.it/3REM1 Aritzia TNA Socks https://www.aritzia.com/us/en/product... Lululemon Belt Bag, Silver Drop https://creatoriq.cc/3lTEO2b 30oz Stanley Cup https://liketk.it/46rxZ 💖 Dinner Fit💖: Zara top (size, s) https://www.zara.com/us/en/strappy-ba... Cargos Thrifted Zara Clear Heels (size, 9) https://www.zara.com/us/en/vinyl-sand... Zara Earrings https://www.zara.com/us/en/irregular-... Makeup Deets: this video is NOT sponsored, all opinions are my own. let's connect on social ✨: instagram:   / amanirakeia   tiktok:   / amanirakeia   twitter:   / amanirakeia   ----------------------------- camera: Sony ZV-1 & iPhone 13 Pro Max editing software: Final Cut Pro X music: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds