Where I've Been

HELLO. I'm alive, READ THE DESCRIPTION FOR A SUMMARY, SUMMARY IS HERE for if you don't want to watch 50 minutes of me rambling or at least listen in the background but that's alright also uh I didn't turn on auto subtitles because I didn't want to sound dumb uh sorry. Hi, I'm Boki!!! I didn't script this so this is just fresh off my mind. I've taken a break/gone inactive from the public eye, because of personal relationships that have taken a lot from me mentally and my well being, also another update as I've only said in the server. I'm diagnosed with severe inattentive ADHD, and ever since freshman year of high school it's drained me a lot of my time and energy. So I haven't found much time getting stuff I wished I could do done. Also I've been told I probably have Autism, but I need to find a psychologist for that so I'll be looking into that too. Anyways, with what's happening I can't guarantee with being consistent with content or not. But I'm taking steps to finally be able to do what I've always wanted to do. Although, I was only diagnosed and put on treatment recently only starting April, I'm only still human and getting my stuff together still. So uh, patience pls. With everything I want to do: I want to be more active outside my personal bubble Stream a bit more (even without consistent schedule) Eventually open commissions and work on posting art on my twitter account Dabble more in voice acting Get my permit and learn how to drive Do summer classes without panicking Feel free to occasionally check in on me on status updates if you want, say hi and stuff. I apologize if I don't respond or hide away out of fear. I'm still working on coming out of my personal bubble I've hidden away in. I do wish to talk to other oomfs though. So I guess if you want to talk, you could also ask me about a few of these things in conversations. I know this is a lot more personal than whatever else I talk about, but it's my way to get this stuff off my chest and also show that I'm human and not just a dumb blue space bug. Also, when I do start streaming again, don't mind if I do make a few changes or quality of content fluctuates. My mindset is just that if I get to put out content and it's okay in my eyes then I just post or stream if I'm comfortable. 0:00 Blabber 1:47 Where I've Been 20:48 Boki Plans: Channel, Activity, and Life (More Rambling) 46:50 Why I'm Sharing These Plans 48:40 I Go Off Topic This is Just me Rambling Again Yeah, thank you for listening to me. I hope that I can crawl out my little hiding spot and feel free to do whatever I want that's fun. Thank you for being around.