Kokaina, kasyno, toksyczna miłość i próba samobójcza | Major SPZ u Żurnalisty

A conversation about his childhood in Szczecin, poverty, the 1990s, his first encounters with the mafia, the prison that robbed him of his youth, and his release, after which he had to learn life anew. My guest discusses why he once thought a "good guy" should have prison behind him, and why today he knows it was a trap of his environment. There's also cocaine, toxic love, sex, gambling, casinos, apartments sold for debt, money from music, expensive watches, gold chains, and the moment when everything began to fall apart. There are powerful words about paranoia, psychosis, depression, and an attempt to take his own life. But this isn't just a conversation about falling apart. It's about fatherhood, sonhood, family, Norway, rap as therapy, emerging from chaos and rebuilding oneself. About how you can have prison, drugs, and gambling behind you and still not have to play the same role for the rest of your life. This is a conversation about a man who has been through a lot, lost a lot, but no longer wants to make self-destruction a lifestyle. 00:00 Preview 03:36 Start of the Conversation 05:35 Partying and Prison 10:16 Childhood in Szczecin 14:36 ​​Streets of the 90s 21:33 Toxic Love 24:30 Cocaine and the Bottom 26:34 Suicide Attempt 31:11 Gambling and Debt 34:29 Rap as Therapy 36:44 A New Start in Norway 44:28 Family and a Breakup 45:47 The Beginnings of Rap 49:44 Music, Fame, Money 01:04:08 Sex, Drugs, Traps 01:09:55 Criticism and Image 01:15:01 Fight, Music, Faith 01:25:47 Numbers from the Heart 01:27:42 Finale