Somewhere Without Me! - Yvng Koneko Ft. BIG NEKO [Alternative Rock, Metal, Rap]

the music itself was made with Ai but the lyrics are 100% my own. Somewhere Without Me Verse 1 Found your name written in the back of a notebook Buried under years of things I never look through There we are, eighth grade, sitting on the gym floor Laughing like the world couldn't take anything more Back then I hated every second of myself Spent every day wishing I could be someone else You kept showing up while I was disappearing And I never thanked you for staying near me Pre-Chorus Now I drive past places that remember us Better than we remember us Chorus You're somewhere laughing Somewhere living Somewhere telling stories I'm not in You're somewhere growing I'm still holding Pictures that the years keep folding in And I don't know how To get back now You're somewhere without me You're somewhere without me Verse 2 We swore we'd never be those people who drift away The ones who stop talking with nothing left to say But life gets heavy and depression gets loud And distance sneaks in when nobody's looking around Then came mistakes I wish I could erase Burned bridges, wrong choices, familiar disgrace One bad decision turns into another And suddenly everybody feels like a stranger Yeah I keep collecting apologies I'll never send Trying to figure out exactly where it ends Where the friendship broke, where the silence grew Where I stopped showing up and stopped coming through And there ain't glory in a bottle when you're breaking down No romance in watching everybody leave your town Just another night staring at a phone screen Wondering how somebody becomes somebody you used to know And maybe that's the pattern I repeat Getting too lost inside my own defeat People reach out and I retreat Then act surprised when there's an empty seat Pre-Chorus Now I drive past places that remember us Better than we remember us Chorus You're somewhere laughing Somewhere living Somewhere telling stories I'm not in You're somewhere growing I'm still holding Pictures that the years keep folding in And I don't know how To get back now You're somewhere without me You're somewhere without me Bridge I wasn't there when the years changed you Wasn't there when your world grew wider I wasn't there for the victories The heartbreaks The nights you needed somebody And maybe that's what hurts the most You kept moving I stayed stuck Bridge And I know it's selfish Thinking I deserve another chance When I spent years lost inside my own head But I'd be lying if I said I don't miss it The random conversations The stupid jokes The feeling that somebody knew me Before I became this Before the bottles Before the isolation Before every friendship felt temporary Before I learned how easy it is To lose somebody without a goodbye Final Chorus You're somewhere laughing Somewhere living Somewhere telling stories I'm not in You're somewhere shining I'm rewinding Every memory trying to step back in And I don't know how To get back now You're somewhere without me Still somewhere without me And I hope you're happy Even somewhere without me