investigating 3 large rotting tomes from 2025 (warning: Everything)

I haven't shared any sketchbooks here in so long I forgot how flagrantly self-indulgent a lot of this gets around september 😭 apologies I am only giving myself firsthand emberassment bc I have horrible object permanence with these books so its a surprise for me every time I flip a page some of this can get pretty gratuitous, trigger warning Everything basically I just hope my handwriting can't easily be deciphered but yes, long overdude (and I still have more to go!! but im glad I got these outta my hair!) grammy:   / plasmahallucigenia