[li changge x ashile sun] the long ballad - shivers

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OKAY NO SPOILERS IN THIS ONE UNLESS YOU COUNT AFFECTIONATE SCENES AS SPOILERS So Kam hosted a two-weeks IC for FL and OBVIOUSLY I HAD TO JOIN EVEN THOUGH IT WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF EXAM SEASON. NO REGRETS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ANYTHING FOR THE MAFIA. Honestly I'm far from proud of this, not even to be dramatic, there are so many aspects of this one that make me cringe and that I clearly rushed through, but I love them, it's my first the long ballad mv, and I had fun editing it, so I'm gonna upload it regardless of how I actually feel about it. Who cares, I put so much work into it, so many emotions, THE HOURS OF SCENE HUNTING I love this series SO MUCH HHHHHHHHHHHHHH if I could I would just scream at everyone that they should just go watch it. It's highkey THAT GOOD. I love it so much, it has its flaws, some things are far from perfect, but the EMOTIONS it made me feel. Like sometimes it hurt so much that I cried, sometimes I was so happy for the characters that I cried, sometimes I was so angry with the characters that I didn't know what to do with myself and sometimes I was just so frustrated with them. I love the cast, they did so good with their characters. I'm not even gonna pretend like this isn't my favourite c-drama, because it is. It actually took me a few episodes to get into, but once I was, damn, I was INTO it. I've already rewatched it once HHAHAHA Honestly, I'm KINDA VERY surprised that my first video is focused on these two and not my absolute favourite ship in this show, or Li Leyan in general (because my GOD that woman I love her) or just really story-focused, because I have so many IDEAS for this show. But I love these two as well!! I love that their love story isn't the main focus, so it may sound weird but I was happy that I was actually struggling to find enough good scenes for this?? Their love story felt so natural, it just sort of happened, and they didn't make a scene over acknowledging it. It just happened so naturally This is from OUR BELOVED A-SUN'S POV BECAUSE THAT MAN IS SO GOOD. Li Changge 1.0 does not deserve him, she put him through so much, but Changge 2.0 DOES DESERVE HIM, and they're both so good. I just love how he's so unapologetic about that he likes her. He's like "yeah, and???" I was so expecting him to be like "wHAT NO EW I DONT LIKE PEOPLE ROMANTICALLY" but he really isn't like that. He's just super genuine, I love them and how Li Changge also when she acknowledges how they both feel about each other, she doesn't make it weird either. ITS JUST SO NATURAL AND DOESNT FEEL FORCED HHHHHHHHHHH. I love them. Thanks for coming to my ted talk DEDI TO FL, TO MY MAFIA, BUT ESPECIALLY TO MARIALENA BECAUSE YOU UNDERSTAND